Challenged. Stretched. Transformed.

I spent 3 years serving as a missionary in Kenya. It was absolutely amazing, yet challenging…and everything in between. My time there, the people I met, and the things the Lord taught me changed my life. I learned a lot about myself in those 3 years. It made me stronger and more confident in myself, as well as grounded my identity more in Him.

Through the challenging times, my faith in the Lord was strengthened. When all of your 'normal' ways of being spiritually filled suddenly aren't around the corner anymore and look really different, as well as the world around you, the people, the language, and all of your usual routines, you lean on the only constant…God. I had some really sweet quiet times with the Lord while I was in Kenya. I saw Him working there in both big and small ways. And I saw Him provide for me, protect me, and comfort me.

One of the biggest challenges for me was broken expectations. Many things looked and happened differently than I thought they would - ministry, what the team looked like, what my days and weeks looked like. Things that I personally valued were challenged, like being able to wear what I wanted, go for an evening run outside, and have control over what foods I ate and how much. But, as challenging as it can be to readjust your plans or way of thinking sometimes, I always saw God on the other side in His timing with His plan in some pretty amazing 'only God' ways. And if me wearing skirts, eating everything I'm served, and changing my exercise routine can help build my relationship with someone so they can see Jesus…it's worth it.
The relationships and successes that God brought about during my time in Kenya were the biggest joys. It was a privilege to be a part of what God is doing in Kenya with the Maasai. And all of the amazing travels, adventures, and exploration of a beautiful country were definitely added bonuses.

I returned to the States in September after finishing my 3-year-term in Kenya. I had a friend ask me before I left if I wasn't going to be a missionary anymore. Kenya is a part of me. My experiences there helped shape me into the me-of-today. I still have a huge heart for missions. I hope that despite being in my home culture right now, that I'll be able to live a missional life. Intentional on still being involved however I can - prayers, short-term trips, financial support, advocacy, encouraging those overseas, and giving of myself here. Kenya helped me broaden my worldview, and I hope it will be just the beginning to helping me live a life in God's culture with His values no matter where I am…centered on our hope in Christ.